last post? oct 3rd 2010!
Monday, September 05, 2011, 9/05/2011 12:10:00 AM
WOAH! Sucha long time..sooooooo long since i step into this place.

Life is so ever changing!

I love my life...YES..NO....YES!!! OF COS!!!!


SO what have i done for this recent months
- I have this cute little dog name cookie, but had to give her away due some reason
n i miss her..shes with a new owner now...n her life is way better den before!

-Yes..I've a iphone and been busy playing games..no longer gaming as im sick of it now..
waiting for iphone 5 to launch..

-Work is forever the SAME!
people change cos they wanna 'climb up'..its never wrong..but....dun say ure not..cos im not the only one who thinks that youre changing...you 'climb' to get better pay...im happy for you...

I miss those old days..its will never be the same..really...never...

I meet new people..nice people..really nice... =)

-Birthday
ahhh..its gona be october soon..im gona be another year older..

-BKK!
YA LAH!ITS ALWAYS BKK!!
so what?!so what if i never been to other places?big fuck?
SO WHAT IF YOU'VE BEEN TO places i've not been to?
STOP BEING IRRITATING!
BKK IS ALWAYS RUNNING IN MY MIND AFTER MY VIRGIN TRIP!!!

I FUCKING LOVE BKK!!CAN ANOT!!!???


-I'm in contact with my old time friends
HAPPY is the word.
CONTENTED is the word.
What more can i ask for?


FML!! its monday..how i wish i dun nida get up for wrk..







Red is in my life ;

Sunday, October 03, 2010, 10/03/2010 05:23:00 PM
Been awhile.



























I'm turning 26.



















POOOFF!!!
Red is in my life ;

Almost forgot about this place
Saturday, June 05, 2010, 6/05/2010 03:08:00 PM
Been mths since my last post.

Been busy at work,as usual.I currently like my job but i do feel a need to leave this place.I'm tired.Im a super blur fug and i cant remember things.No matter what i do or try to do,its still not up the standard.I dun wanna gif up cox i like this dept..i get to learn new things always..who the hell will gif me that much time to 'be stable' there. =(
people gets the credit n i nv..not once..wheres my stand?
I DO PLAY MY PART..YES I FUCKING DID PLAY MY PART..but i wasnt appreciated!

But den again,i dare not step out..i dare not try to get out of this place.many pple kept encouraging me telling me to leave..but i just dare not to.I dun wan a pay cut.BUT WHO KNOES IF I DONT GET A BETTER PAY WHEN IM NOT EVEN TRYING..i hate to travel so bloody far..i get to get up so early and reach home late.i hate to do OT whn i've got dinner appointment.i hate it when i nita OT but my sup. doesnt wants to.i hate to get work piled up..im not an octopus..

If im being push up by boss to this dept..den...thank you BOSS!
But if im not being push up to this dept cox boss did n its you the one who pushes me up.. i wanna say THANK YOU..cox u gaf me a chance to learn new stuff..

So after all this mths in this dept..and people know that i cant make things wrk fine..den why boss dun wanna pull me out?hes pushing me to a wall..n theres no door!yes i will hammer down the wall when i am ready to walk out of this company..whats he trying to do?BOSS IM TIRED OK..dun just see others..luk AT ME..IM WORKING TOO!!!

n if its you who suggest i shd try my luck in JO..n now u see it for urslf..i cant swim there..im drowning..you know it urslf..why u dun wanna pull me away..stop me from drowning?you trying to show boss that who you choose is right?you wan boss to see that i can wrk in JO..prove him wrong?what you want from me?Im sorry if i made a mistake..cox i know you tk cr of me when im in trouble at wrk..but pls dun push me further..im tired..

n if i wronged u..i will fucking shoot the person who say such things..cox of this one person..i kept thinking over n over again..whats actually going on..i dint wanna talk to you about this cox its hurting to know that i suspect you...but again..why lie to me?why nobody wanna tel mi the truth?

ENUFF OF WRK STUFF!

2010 isnt a smooth year for me...YET..im hoping for something..

my life
my health
my family

in total mess!

I want a break.nono...i NEED a break..cox its necessary to me to stay away for awhile..
Hope this mth end..i get to travel to BKK..yes im scared of bombing n shooting..but i wana rest..alill sad cox something came up..but..im still hoping for a miracle..

after all this years of living..im very weak at frens.
Many broke my heart..

OR shd i say...pple dun like the way i talk n the way i react..so they counter me with all this shit stuff and think i shd take it..FUCK ALL THIS PEOPLE..feeling guilty?yeah u shd..cox one day u will knoe whos ur FRIEND...if not still not feeling guilty..give yourslf anther 5 years..you will know what im saying..

i ever thot of why ure treating me like dirt..cox you think that im too selfish..im too kiddy..im too brainless..or mayb after all this years being with me..i wasnt a friend to you..not at all!!

n yes..im not just talking abt one person..its many 'friends' i've quoted as friends..

n i know what youre trying to say now..since so many of ur friends choose not to befriend of you.. SOMETHING IS REALLY WRONG WITH YOU..yes....cox whatever are you're 'DO NOT LIST FOR FRIENDS' are MY 'DO LIST FOR MY FRIENDS'


*Proof*
Red is in my life ;

Randoms
Saturday, January 16, 2010, 1/16/2010 05:36:00 PM
Pics that kept my occupied during the last n first weeks of my 2009 and 2010.


ONLY fans of La Senza will understand this.


I love my specs..mund loves it too!hearts the strawberry ice cream from haagen dazs


Snaking time at workVera doesnt like her Prada shoesWHOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...nv in my life i will buy this bangle..or shd i say i will nv be able to buy..



I've got too much plushies.. =\
Super addictive candy machines..



Some little Xmas presents for colleagues and friends for the year 2009.



One of the happiest day in my life.
Huili's wedding

Jerin's wedding
This is the only time where 4Js' can 'find' time to meet up as all of us are busy with our own life.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU MISS LEE!!

Red is in my life ;

Sunday, September 27, 2009, 9/27/2009 04:55:00 PM
Ugly bling..i regret doing it.. =(

stupid buys..BUT STILL....I LOVE SHOPPING!

Super vacuum bags..2 bags of clothings

MESSED UP PIG STY
'more' organized bag arrangement
NEW BED!!!
THANK YOU GF..i will wait for 2010..n we shall chiong togather!!
Thank you VV..i mux admit that the scent is abit too strong..i shall keep as a souvenir..heheee






Me n my poor toe..guess what, i kicked my nephew's pram..my toe nail is SO STRONG that it did not drop off.Its left dangling there..N i limped for afew days..







I was free on a sunday,decided to make some fondue..
Red is in my life ;


Details
[Jo]Jo
13th October
North, Yishun

..Wishlist..




Ecstasies in Life
V.S. Golden mesh beach bag
Soul mate
Meet Fairy god mama
Trip to Rome


*Friends*
Eloise * Weny * Stanley Esther* Zelcy *
*Reads*
Flowerpod * Tao Bao * Tigerairways Jetstar* Facebook* You Tube* Xia Xue * Mr Brown * Xia Xue *

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The melody of prayers


=Why=


忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我
会有点寂寞
你给的幸福
在我心中自由走动
抚平我 每一个伤口